1. |
Buried With No Memory
05:23
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Running laps inside of my head
Figuring out where I am
This place is so familiar
But I feel so lost
I don’t know if I can
Take another second inside this hell
I don’t know if I can save myself
All that I see are faces of grey
All that I know is fading away
All I can trust is what I’ve been told
I don’t know
Falling further down this spiral
I feel my memories fade
What the fuck’s wrong with my head
Will I remember you
My family surround my bed and start to say their goodbyes
I am not long for this life
I don’t know who to believe
If I am being deceived
All that I have in front of me is this life
I can feel my memory fading from my eyes
Falling down deeper and deeper
My lungs start to collapse
Everything that I knew is a lie
Where are my family?
I’ve left behind a husk
Of the man that I used to be
I know you won’t remember me this way
Please
I don’t know where I’m going
But I’ll wait there for you
There’s so much between us
But I have to go
Running laps inside of my head
Figuring out what comes next
I don’t know who I am
I don’t know how I feel
Disgusted
Petrified
I feel my breath go
Disgusted
Petrified
Not who you used to know
Falling down deeper and deeper
My eyes start to betray me
You see me before you
Shadow of my former self
Family surround my bed
Saying their goodbyes to me
I will be there with you in your memory
Buried with no memory
Buried with no memory
Buried with no memory
Buried with no memory
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2. |
Bound By Blood
04:21
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15 years of trauma
Has lead me to this place of pain, despair and aguish
I have only now begun to
Separate the idea from man
I hate all I see of you in me
I hate all I see of you in her
I can not let myself be brought down to your level
I feel my life start to drain from me as
I’ve begun to live again
Bound by blood
Separated by hatred
Bound by blood
Separated by hatred
Bound by blood
Separated by hatred
Bound by blood
Separated by hatred
As I feel my perspective shift
My memories fall into place
I see where you lied to me all my life
As I feel my perspective shift
My memories fall into place
I see where you lied to me all my life
Separate the man from the image
Begin to live the life that you’re gifted
Separate the man from the image
Take control of your life
Burn off the dead wood
It’s all you’ve been left with
Burn off the dead wood
Become whole to yourself
Bound by blood
Separated by hatred
Separate the man from the image
Begin to live the life that you’re gifted
Separate the man from the image
Take control of your life
Bound by blood
Separated by hatred
Bound by blood
Separated by hatred
Bound by blood
Separated by hatred
Bound by blood
Separated by hatred
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3. |
10_6
03:48
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Inevitably drained the life from you
Your hands that helped raise me
Worn down to the bone
Your eyes had lost their colour
Your voice didn’t sound the same
I didn’t recognise the woman in front of me
Losing faith day by day
We could not escape
Losing faith day by day
We could not escape
Watching life drain from you
And with you I tried too
Watching life drain life drain from your eyes and with you I tried
Watching life drain from you eyes with you I tried too
Sat in houses hearing the stories of you
Sat in houses hearing the life that you chose
Will we be the same or will we go down in flames?
Will we be remembered the same way as you?
Will we be remembered the same way as you?
I have a rendezvous I know I have to face
Will I be as brave as you were in your final days?
I have a rendezvous I know I have to face
Will I be as brave as you were in your final days?
Throw me into the aether
Throw me into the aether
Face life as a new man
Throw away everything
That I knew of my life
Before you went away
Facing my life anew
Now that you’ve gone away
No you’re not coming back, I know
Will we be remembered the same way as you?
Will we be remembered the same way as you?
They told me to be strong for you
I have to be there every way I can
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4. |
The Penance
03:56
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Indoctrinated into a system of hatred
You are a prisoner of your own mind
Your garden is burned, and now you’re judging mine
Show me what it means to be divine
Your life is not your own
Your life is not your own
You are a slave to those
Who came before you
Your life is not your own
Allowing scripture to define you
Allowing scripture to define you
Create your own freedom
Step away from your prison
Herd the sheep
Preach your shame
Herd the sheep
Preach your shame
Herd the sheep
Preach your shame
Herd the sheep
Preach your shame
Receive your penance for your lies
Receive your penance for your lies
Receive your penance for your lies
Receive your penance for your lies
A slave to rhetoric
Bestowed upon you by a higher power
Free yourself from you faith
And live your life with true purpose
A slave to rhetoric
Bestowed upon you by a higher power
Free yourself from you faith
And live your life with true purpose
Herd the sheep
Herd the fucking sheep
Herd the sheep
Herd the sheep
Preach your shame
Throw yourself
Into the fray
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5. |
Reflections
03:57
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How long can you live like this?
I know who you are
A shallow man, wretched scum
I know who you are
A shallow man, wretched scum
I know who you are
A shallow man, wretched scum
You live a life of toxicity
Bringing everyone that you know down with you
We were warned of this
I never wanted to believe you could be so vile
Taking steps in the wrong direction
Always moving backwards
Always the victim
No ones hates you more than you
No one loves you more than you
Use your past
Use it to defy yourself
Change your life
Move forward as a man
Nobody’s out to get you
You have this idea in your head
That you’re the biggest priority everyone has
You are your worst critic
But you’re also your biggest fan
Make the change
Move forward as a man
Live the same day over and over
And question why nothing’s changed
Your insecurities will dig you your own grave
Live the same day over and over
And question why nothing’s changed
Your insecurities will dig you your own grave
It’s the hate and negativity that lives in your blood
Recognise these traits before you come undone
Your future will never last
If you spend it all dwelling on your past
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6. |
Resolve
04:31
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Recognise the shadow of yourself
Come to see the potential of your power
Acknowledge your inner strength
Get lost and find yourself
The only thing that’s holding you back
Is the way that you see yourself
From the view of those around you
Your perception is the catalyst for change
Understand what happens when
You allow yourself to fall back into
The void that you’ve created
Recognise the signs
To take control
Of your own life
It’s time
Create the paradigm
Set yourself as the example
Create the paradigm
Set yourself as the example
I understand
The darkness inside
I’ve lived with it
For all of my life
You are stronger than you have ever known
You have been through so much already
You have come out of the other side
Stronger than those before you
Become the catalyst for change in your life
Become all you were destined to be
You have to change your surroundings to match your own life and now
Surround yourself with others who want to be the same
These people will define you
Inspire you every day
To be better than you were yesterday
You have knowledge
You have thirst
And power for destruction
Recognise this and you’ll be better
You have knowledge
Of your thirst for destruction
Use your power in it to move forward
You know what you must do to survive
Use the world as fuel and light your fire
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